((And here I stand, watching, seeing people getting superbly overly hostile once again, over yet another post I have started.
A post, that I already deleted.
And if not that one post, all the other posts I’ve made in the past that flared up controversy.
And whaddaya know, whatever you post on the Internet really DOESN’T go away, even after its deleted.
I could have apologized, but I didn’t want to make an even bigger deal of something than I already have.
I really thought I have taken care of the issue before it became one.
Too late now.
The storm has already begun.
But I STILL do not care. Why should I?
Funny thing is, I’m over here keeping a leveled-head, while everyone else is causing and adding fuel to the shitstorms here.
Most people are quite older than I am, and yet I see that they are ones who are whining and complaining. That’s the funny thing, too.
They can keep complaining all they want. It will only get worse that way. What will they get out of it anyway?
To silence me? To make them look like the “righteous” ones here, or just because they’re bored and want to look for something to complain about?
They already have, and always will every time I open my mouth. These people will never let you have a voice of your own.
They are vicious and merciless, ready to set up a snare for you and pounce onto you as soon as they see something they do not like or agree with.
They will cut you up, tear you down, and literally rip you open like wild animals, intending to destroy you completely before they realize it. They are even robbed of their sleep until they cause your downfall.
Because if you do not agree with their opinions or conform to their “social ideals”, you are automatically tagged as a racist, homophobic, ignorant assfuck, and it makes you less of a human-being and even inferior to them, actually.
What does this prove? Does it prove that you’re “morally” better than I am?
Does “reprimanding” me while angrily and aggressively speaking abusively of me at the same time really help me to me learn from my so-called “mistakes”?
Far from it. It, instead, makes me feel like utter shit.
I really hope my “naysayers” are happy now. They’ve won. This was exactly what they were going for. I bet they’re all going in their minds “Aha! Aha! Our eyes have seen it! We got what we wanted! We’ve ‘swallowed’ him up!” and pat themselves on the back after they’ve done their “duty”. You wanted to see my “demise”? Congrats, I quit.
I think it’s time I left, since it’s quite so obvious that I’m far too “stubborn” and “ignorant” to keep putting up with all these “so-far-for-people’s-rights-extremists”. Whatever. I couldn’t care any less.
Apparently, the so-called “perfect” way to teach equality, tolerance and sensitivity to the “uneducated” is to shove these ideals right down their throats against their own free will.
If that isn’t BS to you, then I don’t know what is anymore.
The vast majority of SJ Tumblr will ALWAYS be a toxic, closed-minded community even toward the most ordinary of people’s opinions, and that won’t ever change. What hope is there for all the hate this community gives? I highly doubt Tumblr will ever change this kind of attitude, and it’s most certainly out of my hands.
So I will no longer be a part of this.
I’ve always loved running this blog, and despite difficulties, I have kept the happiest, most positive attitude, FOR THE LONGEST TIME… only to be torn down once again, and finally ruined FOR GOOD.
And THAT, is NOT okay.
NO MORE. NO MORE DRAMA.
It doesn’t matter to me if any of you see me as ‘the victim’ or ‘the convict’. I am not going to get sucked into this, nor will I tolerate all this hate, prejudice and injustice anymore.
Never again will I make any more controversial posts, or any in particular.
Never will I toil any longer for all these bigoted drama-queens sulking miserably behind a computer screen while murmuring and complaining about the most trivial, minute things that offends them.
If I could, I wish I could show everyone that I could become a much better human-being offline, than anyone ever could be online.
And that’s exactly what I’m going to do in order to prove these people wrong.
Truly I say to all of you, this is my final post.