((And here I stand, watching, seeing people getting superbly overly hostile once again, over yet another post I have started.
A post, that I already deleted.
And if not that one post, all the other posts I’ve made in the past that flared up controversy.
And whaddaya know, whatever you post on the Internet really DOESN’T go away, even after its deleted.
I would have apologized, but I didn’t want to make an even bigger deal of something than I already have.
I really thought I have taken care of the issue before it became one.
Too late now.
The storm has already begun.
But I STILL do not care. Why should I?
Funny thing is, I’m here keeping my cool, while everyone else is causing and adding fuel to the shitstorms here.
Most people are quite older than I am, and yet I see that they are ones who are whining and complaining. That’s the funny thing, too.
They can keep complaining all they want. It will only get worse that way. What will they get out of it anyway?
To silence me? To make them look like the “righteous” ones here?
They already have, and always will every time I open my mouth. These people will never let you have a voice of your own.
They are vicious and merciless, ready to pounce onto you when they see something they do not like or agree with.
They will cut you up, tear you down, and literally rip you open like wild animals, intending to destroy you completely before they realize it.
Because if you do not agree with their opinions, you are automatically tagged as a racist, homophobic, ignorant assfuck, and it makes you less of a human-being and even inferior to them, actually.
What does this prove? Does it prove that you’re morally better than I am?
Does correcting me while suppressing/harassing/insulting me at the same time really help me to me learn from my mistakes?
No where near that. It, instead, makes me feel like utter shit.
I really hope my naysayers are happy now. They’ve won. This was exactly what they were going for. And I bet they’re glad that I’m done, too.
I think it’s time I left, since it’s quite so obvious that I’m far too “stubborn” and “ignorant” to keep putting up with these “so-far-for-people’s-rights-extremists”.
The vast majority of SJ Tumblr will ALWAYS be a toxic, closed-minded community even toward the most ordinary of people’s opinions, and that won’t ever change. I do not see hope in that.
So I will not be a part of this anymore.
I’ve kept the happiest, most positive attitude, FOR THE LONGEST TIME, only to get torn down once again, and finally ruined FOR GOOD.
And THAT, is NOT okay.
NO MORE. NO MORE DRAMA.
I will no longer tolerate this prejudice and injustice anymore.
Never again will I make any more controversial posts, or any in particular.
Never will I toil any longer sulking miserably behind a computer screen going around dealing with all the murmuring and complaining about the most minute things that offends anybody.
If I could, I wish I could show everyone that I could become a much better human-being offline, than anyone ever could be online.
If I cannot express my happiness here, I’m taking my happiness elsewhere.
Truly I say to all of you, this is my final post.